Idols and Anchors

EDIT:
WHOA SHIT, WHAT'S HAPPENED TO THE QUALITY OF THAT PICTURE :|

What I really hate.
People call themselves photographers.
When they own a DSLR camera.
And claim photography is their passion, and their life.
You have no qualifications, or a job in this profession.
It's really pathetic.

This is why MySpace fails now, Facebook is a major winner.

So I've painted alllllllll day, once again, my final piece is really looking something now, got a feeling it will be completely super super super mega cool.
The picture above was my model for my final piece, not the eact picture I've used though..
Me and Sophie trashed a room in college for 3 hours for this, seeing as there was no studio available, blah blah blah :/
I will be house bound for the next few 2 days, as 'college>fun' gah :(
As much as I love art, I can't stand the feeling of my hand feeling I've uh, been, doing innapropriate things for countless days, heh.

I am SO stoked for a months time, The wonder years gig at retro bar
5 great pop-punk bands in one place ahhhhhhhhhh!
I am also scared for Tuesday :(

One day I'll stick to this bullshit promise of a proper blog, bit like adam kozers, I always enjoy reading your blogs,
and also listening to your old EP's ;)
Got some sleep to get, laters x

At a guess, I'm second best.

Japonisme: The French term for “The influence of the arts of Japan”. The term also comes from the name of French artists who copy the work of Japanese artists they were called Japonesque’s
Okay, so this essay's a month late, and I should be doing it now but ah well :)
I was a complete fool 2 days ago and exited firefox by accident, when I didn't post my last blog.
Basically saying how stoked I am seeing Me Vs Hero again,
I'm also looking forward to Lost On Campus and Mimi Soya once more!
I'll post a real blog when my art isn't taking over my life,
laters!
EDIT:I JUST CONQUERED THE BASTARD THAT WAS MY ESSAY, BOOOOYAH!
x

You should have killed me when you had the chance...

The only thing that's going to bother me, is that you'll all call yourselves my friends.

Okay, so I didn't stick to my word of blogging everyday, but as I've found being on the internet everyday boring, I haven't been compelled or found the urge to write another blog.
Tuesday wasn't a very good day for me.
Weds-Sat I was in Barnsley.
I have good excuses not to blog!

Someone also pointed out that my blogs are very well written, but I really sucked at english in high school, I don't understand that!
Someone also pointed out that my blogs are usually very negative, which I'd agree with;.
I'll try and be different in this blog.

The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name, just know that I'll come running.

I was very pleased about the Download warm-up for ADTR show!
I bought a ticket as soon as they went on sale,
I also spent a bit online underwear shopping the same night.
I was really pleased m package came on Friday as it wasn't supposed to be for another week!

I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
They'll find you on your bathroom floor

Today was nice.
Went to Ant's house, threw shoes at him and overused his new GHD's, mhmmmm nomnomnom/
Those new dark GHD's re even better than the original ones!
Left my hair so soft, like in a L'Oréal advert.
We went to some all dayer festival, which was more than below average.

I can barely keep my eyes open, I'll have to leave it here.
x

In love with a fairytale.

So another day has passed.
No college as I had to get an outfit for this funeral tomorrow, fun times.
I still managed to spend over 100 quid though...
My favourite buy had to be these beauties at the top of the page, apart from the logo's in a pink.
I don't really know what to write tonight.
Maybe somehing about the eurovision winner, Alexander Rybak.
Mate, that song is god damn catchy.
He'd be a fine catch if it wasn't for those eyebrows......

Win of the day was A Day To Remember announcing there doing a one off show on the 11th June! In Manchester, booyahhhhhh.

Anyway, I'll write something more interesting when I can acually be bothered.
x

If Alix is here, then who's running hell?

One more weekend gone, no going out though. I think the whole 'lets go to Manc' on a saturday night has got a bit of a bore. Plus I'm not magically producing money (yet) so I can't really afford it. The joys of kitch from 10pm-3am isn't as wonderful as it once was, and I'm at my peak during dub hour, but even now that doesn't get me moving.
I haven't had chance to get to a computer this weekend to write a blog, as I've been in the land of inbred, a.k.a, yorkshire.
Why is that place is so pretty, and I'm stuck with a less than beautiful view of modern bars and scallys moping my streets with half a cig and value cider.

Anyway.
I am so annoyed at Transpennine Express.
On my way home, Meadowhall to Stockport for me, I had to stand in the rain as the 'waiting room' was absolutely packed full of people who looked like they were going to mug me and the girls were blasting out La Roux and hits from pre '05/'06. Interesting choice, ladies!
With a bag that could easily fit a dead body in, I was struggling to stand for an hour on the platform.
So after the time had past, my train slowly pulled in. And I let out a 'why are there so many fucking fat bastards on this train?
Okay, so it's a Sunday, so it's an hourly service, but it's always ridiculously packed! Take the hint of I'm nearly passing out because they're hogging all the god damn oxygen on the carriage. Can you just not get another train, so people like me don't feel like I'm three stone compared to all the others?
I hate sunday and public transport together.
It's already awful on other days so why make it more painful?
Do you people get a kick out of losers who can't drive suffering?
Luckily for me, I have the daddy taxi service, so I didn't have to wait for a bus, ride on it, walk home, which is alot more effort than it seems.
One positive thing is that I start fine art gain tomorrow.
I've been obsessed with painting for the past month again, and I did this piece this week I really do like! Proud of my work, 1 point goes to my self esteem.
As it's my nine to five tomorrow, I shall leave it here.
Seeing as I need to improve my punctuality, oh lordy.
x

What seems to be the officer, problem?

So another day of laziness is coming to an end.
I've done sweet f a today again, but I've got to go into college on my day off tomorrow.
I regret not doing any work today but I just can't be bothered when I am so demotivated!
I also have nothing to talk about today which is so so unusual for me.
Lack of tea, cigs and boyfriend is making my uninspired, but at least on friday, after drawing a 50 year old naked woman that looks like the amazon, I get to come home to a naked 18 year old guy. Win!
I hate life drawing seeing as I get uncomfortable thinking I'll look like her in 30 years...
Have a picture seeing as I've not been very 'ranty' tonight!

EDIT: So I've come crawling back as always.
I finally tackled and finished the bastard that was the mess in my room 2 more hours later, fuuuuuu I feel good. I treated myself to a ready made e numbers in bread, aka a rustlers burger, MAN those things are so satisfying!
I also love that pussycat dolls song, Jai Ho, which I really shouldn't admit.
Seems I gain more guilty pleasure as the days and weeks go by.
Bedtime soon though as one has to finish of her set design tomorrow, oh lordy!
x

Captain Straight Edge.

After much thinking, I've decided I'm gonna stop drinking. I mean, it's not like I buzz of it, I never do it and when I do it, things end up messy. So it's come to no smoking, no drinking, no drugs. Oh ho ho. I guess that makes me some xxx bastard, but I just don't see why people need to drink to have a good time...

Today was good, late start.
Me and Sophie talked about cars all day, when I say both of us, it was me who couldn't shut up. In a few months I shall hopefully be the proud owner over a lovely little clio! I also did quite a bit of work, gotta go in on my day off though on Thursday but I don't mind!
I don't understand why i've stopped putting make-up on for college, I really can't be bothered anymore. I think it's the fact I end up with a painted face, so it's just really not doing anything for me.I'm becoming so lazy, and the only type of exercise is walking to the bus stop and something else, but you can most likely guess what that is, haha.

Also decided I need to go out and take some more photos, but right now I should be doing my 'lovely' japonisme essay, yaaaaaaaaaaay.
/sarcasm.
x

Three cheers for the past 5 years?

Today was intriguing. As I'd got into college, immeadiatly I was back to square one. Why are elders so desperate to know what's always going on? I don't need that right now.
Another thing I didn't need was people being two faced, and I hope you read this and feel pretty shit. I hope you felt bad after what you said this morning, and then found out a vital piece of information, which should make you feel like a pretty bad person.
I'm cutting people out my life as I realised I have befriended aload of lying, backstabbing cunts. People who suck up to someone who is a compulsive liar and a shit friend makes me feel ill.
I've had a pretty shit weekend, but I'm sorry, people like you are making me worse when you're supposed to be there for me.
Quitting smoking is getting harder, and right now I'd love to spark up, but I must not :(
Gotta learn to get a regular bedtime, another 9 start for me tomorrow.
Oh and the new family guy 'three kings' dissapointed me so so much, it was trying to be like the simpsons, with 3 stories in the episode, man I hate them.
Leeds fest soon, fuck me it's going to be a good summer.

Oh and I can't wait for London bbbaby in June!
x

This song is definatly not about a girl.

Set Your Goals and a cuppa has made this late start to my day, as I refused to get out of bed (as always!) >:)
One more cuppa and the paper and I'll be fine to make my walk 15 minutes down to the bus stop, jump on OAP filled bus and make my way to college. I don't understand why there isn't a bus on my estate. Or why they put the consessionary fare up. And then made my bus less regular.
I mean c'mon, no one wants to make effort to get on public transport. But because of the stupid people who didn't vote yes on the congestion charge, I know have 3 buses an hour, not 4. And believe it or not, it makes a big difference. Why is transport so awful in the Bramhall area anyway? I only get one train an hour as it is, then on Sunday I get 3 trains throughout the day. The first ones at 3pm, so there goes a cheap way home from a night out in town out the window.
I am only one person though, and no silly facebook groups change anything like that. Public transport is evil anyway, it's overpriced services leave you scarred for life, be it on a train, bus, met, etc.
Time for college unfortunatly, alot of work has to be done, grrrr.
x

What's next?

So, I thought I'd try this out seeing as I'm obsessed with writing down every thought I have. Even though I have a Xanga and a LJ, I never really had the effort to use it much, and I'm sure the same goes for this too. I'm sure it will be nice while it lasts though, but for now, at 2:49am, I will be cutting this to a minimum. Oh the absolute joys of 9-5 college on a monday! x